Space Traveler Shares Depression Following ‘Tsunami of Backlash Post-Spaceflight

Crew Member during spaceflight
The scientist and activist, a bioastronautics research scientist, was onboard the New Shepard NS-31 rocket in Spring 2025.

A Vietnamese-American astronaut has publicly detailed her emotional downturn after enduring a massive wave of online abuse in the aftermath of a historic all-female space mission.

Amanda Nguyen – recognized as a researcher and activist – was part of the 11-minute suborbital flight in the spring, which also carried high-profile passengers.

The mission was heavily criticized by some, who questioned its cost and environmental footprint.

Reflecting on the experience, Ms. Nguyen, who was celebrated as the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the vicious response overshadowed her achievement under an “avalanche of misogyny”.

“I explained the depression could persist for a long time,” the astronaut shared in a social media post, describing a check-in call from a fellow crew member in the days following the journey.

She characterized the news reports and online discourse as an barrage beyond typical human coping.

“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she revealed. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”

Eclipsed by Backlash

Ms. Nguyen, who has dedicated her work to women's health research and conducted tests during the mission, said all her lifelong efforts – from her studies and years of training to the historic significance of her roots – was overshadowed under the deluge of sexist vitriol.

She is widely recognized for her pioneering work championing the cause of victims of sexual violence.

Her own aspiration for spaceflight was deferred after being assaulted during her college days, leading to a years-long quest for justice.

The Fog Begins to Lift

In the time since fulfilling her dream, she noted the heaviest sorrow is beginning to clear, and she thanked the followers whose support helped save her. “Your support rescued me,” she said.

She noted that even with the backlash, important benefits had resulted from the flight, including increased focus on her scientific work and chances to influence leaders.

About the Mission

The fully automated spacecraft departed Texas in April, carrying the historic roster on a short trip that crossed the edge of outer space.

The team of pioneers also featured leaders in different industries.

The company behind the flight is a private space firm launched by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.

Terri Bennett
Terri Bennett

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